weights of worlds couldn’t even compare

i am drowning in my own heart

suffocating under heavy memories

words piling up in my brain

there is only so much my skull can hold

fissures form

cracks appear

dust crumbles

thoughts leaking

my mind spills out of my ears and eyes

pooling in the crevices of my collarbones

weighing down my shoulders

envy is atlas

watching me struggle

it is all

…

so

…

much

(too much)

-june11